Frustrated

I am having one of those days that nothing goes my way, that everyone and everything irritates me. First a Taxi tries to push me off the road, i have to slam on the brakes because he wants to stop and let his passengers out (by a green robot), then my boss want's to know what a collegue of mine is doing (Why doesn't he go and ask him), then my computer crashes and i have to restart it losing all unsaved data, (which i will have to re-do). Today is not my day. I just want to go home and climb in bed.

Xenophobia

Things are getting bad, there are at least 44 people dead since the Xenophobia attacks started. It has gotten so bad that the goverment has deployed the army to help cause they can't cope on there own. I work about about a kilometer away from a rural settlement and everyday for the past week i look out the window and see police patrol cars driving up and down the streets.

Read this article http://www.thetimes.co.za/specialreports/Xenophobia/Default.aspx?id=380077

Improving

Finally things are improving, now that Psycho and C are basically out of my house. I don't see them that often any more and M and i can spend some quality time alone, (much needed if we want to get pregnant again).

I have read some other blogs and see that there are alot of BFP going around. Congragulations to all who are expecting. I will say a prayer for you and hope everything turns out the way you planned.
I just wish that i also could(someday in the near future) get my BFP and make it last the whole nine months, and then get to hold my baby. Is that too much to ask?

2WW Over

The dreaded 2WW is over and Aunt Flo arrived right on time, I really dont like you AF why couldn't you just stay away. So here's to the begining of another month of trying.
Why Oh Why can't i just have a baby?

Family Meeting

We had a family meeting last night with C and Psycho, and we told them that from the begining of next week they will make there own food. For the past week she has left me to do all the dishes, and M had enough, he told them that i'm not there maid and if they can't help me then they must look after themselves.

Guess who's back

And it's not who you think, It's C's girlfriend (from now on refered to as Psycho). I really don't like that girl. Everytime i see her my bloodpresure goes up, Okay maby i am over exagerating but i feel like i just want to slap the S*** out of her. She is back from the hospital, in my opinion she should have stayed there. FOREVER.

Mothers Day

On Mothers day we had a basic fondue dinner(the one with oil) for my mom, just to make her day special, and since M has never had a fondue and doesn't know what it is, It was appropriate. We Cubed some steak, sausages, mushrooms, chicken, and cheese, and made a cheese and BBQ Sauce to go with it.

It turned out great, you wouldn't think that, that food would make you full, but it does. M and my Mom really enjoyed it. I got my mom a Kitchen Knife set, she really needed it, her old knifes are about the same age as me, she has had them forever, and i also got her some bubble bath and chocolates.

Back in more ways than one

Well i'm back at work from my looooong weekend. I really needed it. M & I really needed it. We spent some quality time together with no interuptions. We worked on the house, doing all the things that we never get time to do, but most of all we relaxed.

On the fertility front, i'm supposed to be ovulating tomorrow, so i have to jump hubby's bones tonight, if i want a shot at conceiving. I soooo want to have a baby, (i think i did mention that in older post's). So i'm back at the TTC game again, Ovulation, timed intercourse then the dreaded 2WW, thinking that every twinge, every headache could be something more, then have Aunt Flo show up, having your hopes blown out the window, but we'll try again.