Well according to my calculations i am 5 weeks pregnant, still 35 weeks to go, if it lasts till then. I really want to write about all my feelings towards this pregnancy but i can't, not now, maby at a later stage when i am further along. I did another pee test in the middle of the day and the results came back almost instantly.
I have an appointment with the doctor in two weeks time, let's just hope and pray that nothing goes wrong in the meantime.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Positive
I've got a lot of blogging to do so lets start;
My period was late this month, i did a pregnancy test this morning and it came back POSITIVE, I don't know if i should be happy or not, i can't believe it. I haven't even told M yet. We are having a bit of problems lately and i don't know how he will respond to the news.
In other aspects of my life, my mom thinks that she may have oral cancer. I took her to the doctor last week and he said that she has a infection in her mouth and in her throught, he needs to clear that up first before he can make a diagnosis. he put her on antibiotics and she has to go back on friday to see him again.
My period was late this month, i did a pregnancy test this morning and it came back POSITIVE, I don't know if i should be happy or not, i can't believe it. I haven't even told M yet. We are having a bit of problems lately and i don't know how he will respond to the news.
In other aspects of my life, my mom thinks that she may have oral cancer. I took her to the doctor last week and he said that she has a infection in her mouth and in her throught, he needs to clear that up first before he can make a diagnosis. he put her on antibiotics and she has to go back on friday to see him again.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Early Visit
Dear AF
I expected you to come and visit only next week. You should at least give me some warning if you decide to come early. Do you like tormenting me?
I expected you to come and visit only next week. You should at least give me some warning if you decide to come early. Do you like tormenting me?
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Feng shui
I read this article on fertility and feng shui, i don't know if it can work, but i am so desperate and will try anything.
Has anybody tried feng shui? And has it worked for you?
Has anybody tried feng shui? And has it worked for you?
Monday, July 7, 2008
Feeling Sick
I have been feeling sick for the last couple of days, and i went to go see a doctor yesterday, she told me that i have bronchitis and gave me antibiotics and some other pills to drink. When i was in the consultation room with her, she asked me if i could be pregnant (she wanted to know before she put me on the antibiotics) I told her that "maybe" we have been trying for the last year. She did a pregnancy test and it came back negative (No suprise) So M and i will just have to keep trying again.
In other news, We had one of M's colleagues over for dinner, he brought his 7 month pregnant wife with him, i couldn't help starring at her belly the whole time, i thought to my self if i didn't have the miscarriage i would have been almost 7 months pregnant right now, i would also have a belly like that. I think what made me mad the most is that she still drinks wine and smokes!!!!
How the hell do you drink and smoke while 7 months pregnant don't you know what you are doing to that unborn child. Even when i am in the two week wait i won't dare touch a alcoholic drink. I know i want to give my future child a healthy start in life, how can she do that to a innocent baby, some people (in my opinion) shouldn't get the privilage of being parents.
In other news, We had one of M's colleagues over for dinner, he brought his 7 month pregnant wife with him, i couldn't help starring at her belly the whole time, i thought to my self if i didn't have the miscarriage i would have been almost 7 months pregnant right now, i would also have a belly like that. I think what made me mad the most is that she still drinks wine and smokes!!!!
How the hell do you drink and smoke while 7 months pregnant don't you know what you are doing to that unborn child. Even when i am in the two week wait i won't dare touch a alcoholic drink. I know i want to give my future child a healthy start in life, how can she do that to a innocent baby, some people (in my opinion) shouldn't get the privilage of being parents.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Great dad
Yesterday we had M's mother and sister (with her 20 month old son) over for dinner. He is so cute, he can almost say the ABC's all on his own. M is really great with him, I know that he will be a great dad, I just wish that i can give him the opportunity to be one, and that i can be a mom.
I am ovulating, so we will have to do the baby dans tonight, and just hope for the best.
I am ovulating, so we will have to do the baby dans tonight, and just hope for the best.
My Babies
Take a look at my new puppies!!!
They are 6 and 7 weeks old.
I need to be a mother, i need to care for someone, and nurture it, and since i am batteling to get pregnant these puppies will just have to deal with me fondling over them.
They are 6 and 7 weeks old.
I need to be a mother, i need to care for someone, and nurture it, and since i am batteling to get pregnant these puppies will just have to deal with me fondling over them.
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