Bleeding has stopped

Over the weekend the bleeding has stopped, i cant tell you how glad i am that that is over with.
I still feel so empty inside, i still cry sometimes when i'am alone. I don't think that i will ever forget what happened to me. I keep asking myself these questions,
What did i do to deserve this? Why did this happen to me? Was there something i could have done to prevent it?
But as time goes by, i will go on with my life and try to conceive again, i so desperately want to have a (healthy) baby.

Anyways, On saterday "m" had to work again. I get so angry if he has to work every saterday, i never get time alone with him. We are almost finished with the new house, i still don't have enough kitchen cupboards, i want to go buy some this weekend. Some of the tupperware is still in boxes. M's brother and his girlfriend moved into the granny flat there by us. We told them we would help them out, they stayed at his mom's place but his dad didn't get along with the girlfriend "A". But i can see why, she is so lazy, I mean, i go to work everyday come home at six then i need to start making dinner, while she is at home the whole day and does nothing but sit infront of the TV, and if i don't start with the dishes and tell her to come help she won't. Did i mention that she's only 17 .